8.04.2008

today she is one

happy first birthday olivia!
remembering your birth day
one year ago right now
still one hour forty eight minutes from five o five
you the familiar bump under my shirt
heaven hovering quiet and close
you came out our baby
slimy blue white wet bloody a beautiful mess
arms feet legs hair belly purple cord and hardly a cry
i lay barely covered
wide open from my heart down
straining to see your face
watching doctors cut us apart
irreverently and soon
they lift you high and proud a championship trophy
i finally see your soft perfect face
and as quickly they whisk you away
i am missing you already when you are back in my arms
a little warm bundle
bright red cheeks rooting lips big blinking blue eyes
we slept close that night and every night since
my heart still wide open

10 comments:

Mama J said...

Rachelle, you have a gift with words that is so incredible in its ability to touch one's inner self. Olivia is such a sweet baby, just like her sister & parents. Happy 1st B'day, Livi Love!

BarbaraJo said...

Sweet. How time flies.

Ashley said...

Absolutely B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L.

laurice. said...

You write the most beautiful poems!

Ro said...

livi is such a beautiful baby. she looks a lot like you ra! your poem is so touching. you really now how to put thoughts and feelings into beautiful words!

Cambria said...

yay!!! and cry cry cry! Such a wonderful day, but oh so sad to see the baby leave! Happy Birthday Olivia! We love you oh so much!

Anonymous said...

I MISS HER SO MUCH............!!! So so cute and i love the poem. Oh you.

The Farmer's Wife said...

Now I can see why she was exausted last night, oh the photo shoot!:) She is a beauty! and we love her so much...it was a blessing to see her newly born...and celebrate a year later. Hugs to Livo! Love your poem...beautiful

Shauna said...

How can I add any more to what has already been said! I must however, tell you how I too, was so touched by that poem...
sob, sob! :-)
I love little Libby!
Happy Birthday!

Jarmeg Family said...

I can't believe it, that went by way too fast. She is the sweetest, cutest little baby girl i know!